Ok. So yesterday were walking in the mall.. there is this guy approaching us. Sketchy,old,not paying attention. Its busy today, so Rob is walking close to the wall, what a coincidence - so is this ASSHOLE. As he approaches us I look at the situation and think to my self… Hmm I wonder if this douche bag is going to move aside for a lady. Low and behold, they meet each other. “FUCK OFF” Did that asshole actually just tell Robin to FUCK OFF. Oh shit. Now me being across the hall, I missed this exchanging of words.
First of all, what the fuck! How rude are people these days! Its quite sickening to here a man say fuck off to a teenage girl, but whats even worse is that nothing was done about it! Obviously she isn’t going to say anything for fear of being hit or shot or something. That man should be ashamed of him self.
I got ice in my veins, blood in my eyes Hate in my heart, love in my mind I seen nights full of pain, days of the same You keep the sunshine, save me the rain I search but never find, hurt but never cry I work and forever try, but I’m cursed, so never mind And it’s worse, but better times seem further and beyond The top gets higher the more that I climb The spot gets smaller, and I get bigger Tryna get into where I fit in, no room for a nigga But soon for a nigga it be on, mu’fucka ‘Cause all the bullshit, it made me strong, mu’fucka
So I pick the world up and I’ma drop it on your fuckin’ head Bitch, I’ma pick the world up and I’ma drop it on your fuckin’ head And I could die now, Rebirth motherfucker Hop up in my spaceship and leave Earth, motherfucker I’m gone Motherfucker, I’m gone
I know what they don’t wanna tell you Just hope you’re heaven-sent, and you’re hell-proof I-I walk up in the world and cut the lights off And confidence is the stain they can’t wipe off Huh, my word is my pride But wisdom is bleak, and that’s a word from the wise Served to survive, murdered and bribed And when it got too heavy I put my burdens aside
So I could pick the world up and I’ma drop it on your fuckin’ head Bitch, I’ma pick the world up and I’ma drop it on your fuckin’ head And I could die now, Rebirth motherfucker Hop up in my spaceship and leave Earth, motherfucker I’m gone Motherfucker, I’m gone (I’m gone)
It hurts, but I never show this pain you’ll never know If only you could see just how lonely and how cold And frostbit I’ve become, my back’s against the wall When push come to shove, I just stand up and scream “Fuck ‘em all”
Man, it feels like these walls are closing in This roof is caving in, up its time to razor-thin Your days are numbered like pagers and My book of rhymes, got ‘em cookin’, boy This crooked mind of mine got ‘em all Shook and scared to look in my eyes I stole that fuckin’ clock I took the time and I Came up from behind And pretty much snuck up And butt-fucked this game up Better be careful when you bring my name up Fuck this fame, that ain’t what I came to claim but the game Ain’t gonna be the same on the day that I leave it But I swear one way or another I’ma make these fuckin’ haters believe that I swear to God, won’t spare the rod I’m a man of my word, so your fuckin’ heads better nod Or I’ma fuck around in this bitch and roast everybody Sleep on me, that pillow is where your head’ll lie Permanently, bitch, it’s beddy-bye This world is my Easter egg, yeah, prepare to die My head is swole, my confidence is up This stage is my pedestal I’m unstoppable, incredible Hope you’re trapped in my medicine ball I could run circles around you so fast your f*ckin’ head’ll spin, dog I split your cabbage and your lettuce and olives I’ll fuckin’
Pick the world up and I’ma drop it on your fuckin’ head Bitch, I’ma pick the world up and I’ma drop it on your fuckin’ head And I could die now, Rebirth motherfucker Hop up in my spaceship and leave Earth, motherfucker I’m gone Motherfucker, I’m gone (I’m gone)
I fuckin hate you. You wake me up on my only sleep in day. I try to lock you out. You BANG AND BANG, leave me alone. I will clean this place my self.
Two hours later, im done tidying. Now where are you? You pass by, I can hear you. I NEED TO HAVE A SHOWER. Fuck. Vroom vroom, you think you can just get away with doing a shitty vacume job? Yea there is nail polish on the floor, YOU DID IT.
I can only pretend im doing something for so long. My bathroom is dirty. CLEAN IT BITCH. Its your only job. You have to support your self somehow, and being a bitch isnt going to get you anywhere but fired.
At first I though you were cool but that was soon to change. .
Why don’t you have any sports teams? How come you don’t have big ol’ football games that everyone dresses up and goes to? Why don’t we get cool school sweaters? How come we have such a small ass campus? Semi formals? I dont think so. .
why does our school lack so much stuff normal university’s have…
Let me tell you why OCAD is so lame. Because some people that go to OCAD are stuck up and feel that sports teams, school wear, and dances are over rated and the norm of society. Therefore, OCAD does not conform to the “regular” university events for fear of being NORMAL. God forbid OCAD students support there school by wearing the schools logo. That would be the “in” thing to do. Another reson OCAD doesnt do cool stuff, is because they have no money. Its not like we pay over 4500 per term, and constantly have fundraisers or anything…
I really find it interesting how people can change so drastically in such a short period of time. Some people say change is good - it helps you grow as a person, but is change always a good thing?
I was out yesterday, and I ran into my aunt who I haven’t really seen since I was eight. We went out for coffee, and talked for hours about past experiences and recent deaths. She told me about how she is going to meet up with her adopted daughter soon, and that shes really trying to find her self in life now. I couldn’t help but think about her life, and how only now, in her mid 40’s, that she is finally finding her meaning.
When I see my life in perspective, I can clearly recognize my accomplishments and failures, but I can not see any drastic personality changes. “Rebecca. Laid back, takes her life one day at a time. Has her own opinions about different topics and peoples choices in life. Doesn’t like to start shit, but if something needs to be said, she will say it. She doesn’t contribute to gossip, but merely listens to everyone else’s. Not easily forgiving, so you get one chance.” This is how I have always been.
As soon as you think you have become best friends with someone, you realize they weren’t who you thought they were. Is this just your flaw in perception, or has this person changed. Is this healthy, having a vague sense of who you are and what you should be doing? And then at the drop of a dime changing your personality and motives. I find that in this world that there is allot of people who just are. They don’t really do anything meaningful, have no hobbies or interests. Are these even people, or just fabricated versions. These “people” never change.
So the question is… Is change good for everyone? Or is it aimed more towards people who need it in there life to be successful?
The pathetic. Attention seekers, people who self-harm, people who talk about sex like they actually have it, and hypocrites.
Where it begins is in middle school. We try to fit in, but end up standing out. Either by being annoying, telling secrets, or telling lies about cool stuff we do that never really happened. We have all been there. Social groups mattered back then, and some people think they still do. These people are PATHETIC.
We all know that one person who over exaggerates stories and is obsessed with one - “So nerdy its cool and I don’t care what anyone says about it” - thing. These people are starving for attention, and they will go to all lengths to get it. Wearing clothing that is so repulsive even Kayne could not pull it off. I’m sorry, but An eighties star wars shirt, with American apparel tights and aldo flats just doesn’t go… you don’t need to be a rocket scientist to figure that out. But then again, it will get people talking about you, and that’s what you wanted, isn’t it?
"The pain makes all my other worries and concerns in life disappear." This is bullshit. People who self-harm in most cases do this for mainly for attention and nothing else. Obviously people are going to ask you whats under that tensor bandage one day, you will try to hide it, but then, finally, you will show them. THIS IS WHEN THE SELF HARMER GETS THERE RELIEF. The relief of knowing someone is thinking about them, talking about them. These people really need to get out more and confront there problems in the world, otherwise they might never get better and hopefully get aids one day form a contaminated shard of glass. Then they will know what it feels like to feel true pain.
Sex. I have had sex. Numerous times actually. But I’m not going to tell you when, how many times, all the details, and how many people. Why? Because I actually do it. And I don’t need to prove it to anyone. I, unlike people who don’t have sex, don’t really care if everyone knows. “I need to get laid,” “Fuck I need to wash the cum stains off my sheets,” “I was so hammered last night, I fucked this ugly ass chick.” People who announce there sex lives to the world, do so only to prove to other people that there actually doing it. But we all know that the dirtiest kid ever isn’t actually getting it, so they should really stop posting there fake sex life and go out and actuall get one.
"I love the environment, oh yea, that dasani sounds good to me." There is nothing in this world I hate more then people who say things and don’t act on them. One of my biggest problems is with religion. If you are really and truly devoted to your religion then all power to ya. BUT I don’t wanna even listen to what you have to say if you go on and on about your religion and don’t practice it. "Oh yea I’m catholic, but I don’t go to church." "I’m Jewish, but I eat pork and dairy." Its people like you that bring religions down. If you really believed in an almighty spiritual being, wouldn’t you be proud to take time out of your day to worship him or comply with there regulations? Now don’t get me wrong, there are many non-practicing people who believe in a holy power. But they don’t go around making excuses for things because "its there religion." "Oh I love bacon, but I can’t eat it because I’m Jewish."-"Why are you eating pork chops then?"
Why is it that everyone you meet tells you the same things?
"Hi, I’m bob. I go to UofT in the engineering program. Igrew up in a small town - you wouldn’t know where it is- and I am so happy to be here because high school sucked and I hate everyone there."
Well now, thanks for the life story buddy, and I don’t really care if you hate everyone there. You actually don’t because I creep you on Facebook and you talk to everyone of those people.
People tell you what you want to here, to comfort you. To make you feel secure around them.
"Oh my god I HATE DRAMA, that’s why I left high school.." "Now that I’m in university, I feel so much more mature. I hated those immature bitches"
Reality is, these people are now the main source for drama and gossip. They might have even been those EXACT people they were describing. People lie to have friends. They tell outrageous stories of things that supposively happened in there past, but them when you over here them telling it again, or ask them about it at a later date, they “forget” or tell a completely different story.
FACT: People are followers. ESPECIALY SOME. On one day or another, everyone of us gets influenced bu an outside source. For example, Those people who dont want to miss a second of the action. They get so invoved in other people lives that they compleatly forget about there own untill one day suddenly they have no friends anymore because they all got annoyed of the person constantly being around them. These people, true followers, will do ANYTHING to follow. Even if it goes against there morals, causes them to ditch friends or makes them uncomfortable. THESE FOLLOWERS ARE PATHETIC. Get a life.